Incest i am

a dream. a horrible one. when i was driving back from kl.

okay, not exactly driving. just at the back seat; sleeping.

i dream that i was an incest. OH GOD. it was horrible. seriously. and it was multiple times.

MULTIPLE TIMES.

oh god.

i actually woke up swearing. silently of course; for there was PI* in front. (PI : Parental Interference. introduced to me by selina wilson for phone purposes)

so yes. horrible one. let's not go into the details of who it was.

(hint : well, my cousins are pretty awesomely hot)

ANYWAY.

why is everyone going off to college so freaking soon???

and if they aren't going some are actually fretting so much as to where they would end up and where and what website to go to to get that scholarship?

these people don't even need to find for scholarships seriously speaking.

they will just have to WAIT and they would find a scholarship literally knocking on their door.

okay maybe not literally.

but still.

well, as far as i'm concerned my dreams of psychology are pretty near the two words you often hear in fairytales : THE END.

what with a conservative dad and a good teammate called mom.pffft.

i'm pretty much waiting for God to fall from heaven and give me a solution. I believe there will be. it is just a matter of time.

I HAVE FAITH.

i realized something that i have to change in myself just now and it was overwhelming. i'm currently in happy mode.

lucky parents. (one of these days i know i'm going to get it from them seeing that i'm having mood swings whenever i feel like it. well, i can't help it can i now?)

:)

Cat or Lioness?

cat or lioness?

one has completely lost the bits and pieces of self-esteem that one had.
completely.
one is so inferior as to what might come of her. 'lost in thoughts', so it's said to be.
But what is on that mind? What?
only i know.
only you know what heights can your mind go to.

only you.

and when it does, it somewhat tears a wound open. a wound that perhaps that was never meant to heal.

beauty comes from within.

it is time one realized that.

physical judgement is the worst judgement of mankind.

one has no more to give.

for He often let those who stand back to cruise through but those who claw their fingers to get to His pen; fall and bleed before getting there.

i agree whole-heartedly.

for i who is writing.

cat or lioness?

CAT.

for now.

Yes. The Typical Welcome Note.

You just adore me, don't you?

Flattering really.

So yeah.

The new-ness of the blog is for YOU.

For you're dying to get more of me.

Awww...thank you.

*bows*
*curtain closes*

*peeks through the curtain*

yes, i sound a bit weird.
And no i'm not going to put up pictures to make it all more interesting.
As it already is.
Gawdy-ness is so not me.